but i wanted to be sure that i remember how my behavior effected my family,
especially finn.
sometime shortly after my outburst the evening my camera was dropped,
finn came downstairs and handed me a piece of paper with this drawing:
i didn't like the face he drew at all,
but i knew this photo was exactly what i looked like to him that night -
a mom with angry eyebrows yelling.
i'm keeping this drawing of finn's forever, because i think it's important
to remember not just the happy times, but the not so happy ones too.
{it was a very humbling evening for me with lots of lessons learned}.
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~ on a completely different note, the tooth fairy made a visit to our finny last night,
as he has lost yet another tooth {an eye tooth this time}.
she didn't come the night before because he was holding it in his hand - a test for her he said.
last night he left it in the pouch of his little robot pillow next to his bed where she could retrieve it easily.
*thank goodness*
